Lost Love.....

Keep moving is ma art

2008-07-17T01:08:00.000-07:00

Standing in the middle of the bridge
Finding for the soul
Lost somewhere in the dark night
Intimidation of Voices
When I try to move on
Gone wrong
It’s gone wrong again
Dragging feet’s
When Pain override
Keep moving is ma art

There’s no end
There’s no begin
Dreaming in the sleep
Grooming in the pain
Looming of life in cloudbursts
Things gets far as I move closer
Keep moving is ma art

Desire of realty
Effluence in the new life
Memories outflows
And fade away soon
Dream isn’t over
But reality is here too
Rainy days is good or bad
Who defines life better isn’t ma question
Living ma dreams is a desire
Shelter isn’t the need
Keep moving is ma art

Standing in the middle of the bridge
Finding for the soul
Lost somewhere in the dark night
Wings are blooming
Rising ma head
Remembering ma name once again
Smiling to pain
No regret left here
Aren’t here anything for free
Price gotta be paid for deed
Wasted tears are left behind
The ocean I gotta cross
Keep moving is ma art

STAR

2008-07-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

Love was here
Love is gone
But you still remain like a tattoo on ma mind
Going back A few seconds behind
To look in your deep eyes
That makes me alive
And I will come back again
Smiled and drown
‘Once I had my life’

Then stars will shine
Caz waves are still so strong
Holding me
Telling me
I cannot drown
So if I wish I could die
I always die in you
No no no
It doesn’t matters
Don’t wont you to ever know
How much I'm missing you
I keep you safe in my heart
Your whispers’ in my ears
It always makes me smile

Alone again in ma corner
Staring at the star
I named ‘YOU’
I called it ‘LIFE’
It still shines so bright
Telling me life isn’t out of light
So I stand up here
On my toes so curiously
To see my life smile
Walk again and maybe I pass you by
We will talk we will laugh again thoghter
But I’ll never let you know ma dear
I’m missing the LIFE

\m/ Another sip of water \m/

2008-07-06T23:34:00.000-07:00

ok here goes most wonderful scribbling, then i ever posted..
wrote it with a friend.. :P
in a awesome midnite!!!
hmmmm....
while we wrote this she was thinkin of her beautiful..
n me thinkin of "oppzz someone yet no one.. "
well was jst writing in return to what she wrote and thats how we made it...
as it started with a talk of having chilly n then need of water... and turned out to be turned on :P and ended real sweet...

i named it another sip of water :D :P

i hope for a lots of chilled spice,
gimme some water
if you walk forward you know i need it
gimme some water
the warm hold spice talk n the swt kiss
Another sip of water
Another long kiss
Wrap me up in your solemn arms
& let the chills run thru me...
when you get in thru me
the truth is gurl
you making me go crazy
Another sip of water
Crazy under your touch, you make me quiver n shiver...
The moves you make is burnin up hot
The sounds you make are chili inside
Another sip of water
take me in my darling...
let our souls meet..
were hell n heaven meet
you take me to that high
cant take another sip of water
but just a simple kiss
a kiss of forever
kiss me my love kiss me all night long
hold me so close dat even spaces envy
right things you say
i lose maself in you
tell me you will never let me fall from this high
jst another sip of water & a kiss of forever
love forever

you are gone now

2008-07-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

You are spark you are moonlight
You are sweet you are swore
You are ma diamond you are gold
You were in ma dream
You were everything I talk abut
You are gone now
If I could write some happy line
It would be
I had you, ma good life
But its all imagination
You are gone now

So don’t you know I try to be strong
So if something can inspire me
May be if you once say you don’t love me anymore
You never said that though
I never asked anyway
Ohhh I was so scared
I pretended I knew it all
You are gone now

I m weak I m stupid
I’m worried im scared sometime
I am smiling im faking this now
I’m flirting I fooling around
I was your dream
I was everything you talk about
I am no one now
If I could write some happy line
It would be
I had you, ma good life
But it’s all imagination
I am no one now

So I know even if you would have stayed
It would have never been better!!
I know this is good for us somehow
Still I feel I had you rightnow
Something always connected me to you!!
Some part of me always keeps you!!
Today something cold in me..
You are gone now,
I am no one now!!!

but i ll try somehow,to move on!!!!

AnOtHeR dAy

2008-07-04T13:10:00.000-07:00

Anything’s rite but nothing wrong

Oh yea I miss you

Everything’s bright but I sit in a dark corner

I’ll be all right as day go by

And may be when u pass me by

I’ll say hello n smile back to you

And if u smile back I ll put ma head down

I got nothing to say

Still heart whisper prays you always smile that way

We turn on different ways

Ways we walked together are tite in ma head

Afar I don’t wanna turn back

Its may be too late now

Alone I walk

And someday when ma minds clear

i ll pass by your way smile back to you

And tell you I missed you

!!!mid nite head break!!!! :O

2008-07-03T10:47:00.000-07:00

don't know,
if im missin her
or
if i need her
but all i can think is HER

Have u ever felt this way,
You wanna just hear someone,
And you know its just a thing you cant do...
i know im gonna be alright,
Perhaps its just an imagination!!!

Thinking over things I never understood
Tomorrow’s ma final paper
and' I know I will be blank with ma answer sheet
Its 12 mid night
N ma heads breaking... Ma hearts bursting
This is foolish to break head over thing I lost…
Knowing it’s gone forever…
Its so insane why i always end up missing things i once had!!!

gal i dont know why..... :|

2008-06-15T19:46:00.000-07:00

caught in your shadow
you leaving me behind
like you never knew me
im sinking down
im breaking down
baby once turn around
its tearing me apart
im losing ma mind

gal i dont know why
i still dream of you coming back on ma way
dont know how to keep it all inside
even if i scream you cant hear
now i dont know want to say
when you forgoten me this way

dont know why
i still keep thinking it was real
dont know how to make it all right
but i can try to what i used to be
everything i can
i was when i was in you gal

dont knw why
i again find ways to lie
you were ma only truth
keep sour words on ma toung
even if i try nothing i could find so sweet
i cant sleep
keep thinking of you all the time
but how does it matters
i cant stop living in yesterday

don't know why
you gone so far away
its getting scary
its dark inside
i kept waitin for a call from you
but i guess it was just ways to convence
you must be missin me the way i do

dont know why
i died when you told
you were dreaming of someone else

dont know why i cried
dont know why i miss you
dont know why i need you so

caught in your shadow
you leaving me behind
like you never knew me
im sinking down
im breaking down
baby turn around
its tearing me apart
losing ma mind
gal i dont know why
you are gone away.......

dedicated to a dear ma dear ...

2008-06-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

missin you is all i do now
standin here without you
hearts breakin down
singin for a hopeless hope
sayin wht i couldnt explain
here beauty lost laughter
missin you

i dont want give you explantionz
i dnt wanna scream dnt wanna make you feel sorry
i dnt wanna hear definition of ur love
all i wanna do
see u once
once again wanna hear you speak ma name
once again i miss u baby
once again i lift ma head up to find you baby
wipin tears with the smilez of your memories
missin you

no no its not about satisfation
its all your ma only insperation
here im still waitin here
jst hear from u ma dear
missin you

i have been tellin you i hate cryin
here ma dear i never told you im cryin
losin you
missin you

the clashes had no voice
head bendz as eyes i clozed
smilin silent
takin the same white pill
keeping you safe in corners of ma head
liein on the floor in the dim light
stereo is louder no one can hear
wishin soon your memories fade
lettin you go
will be missin you...

No Regrets,,,,

2008-05-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

I know you leave, it's too long overdue
For far too long I've had nothin' new to show to you
Goodbye dry eyes, I watched your plane fade off west of the moon
And it felt so strange to walk away alone

There's no regrets, no tears goodbye
I don't want you back, we'd only cry again
Say goodbye again

The hours that were yours echo like empty rooms
The thoughts we used to share I now keep alone
I woke last night and spoke to you not thinking you were gone
And it felt so strange to lie awake alone

There's no regrets, no tears goodbye
I don't want you back, we'd only cry again
Say goodbye again

Our friends are trying to turn my nights to day
Strange faces on your place can't keep the ghost away
Now just beyond the darkest hour and just behind the dawn
It still feels so strange to lead my life alone

There's no regrets, no tears goodbye
I don't want you back, we'd only cry again
Say goodbye again

There's no regrets, no tears goodbye
I don't want you back, we'd only cry again
Say goodbye again

2008-05-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

now standin here
all on my own
were you took me hand in hand
i wonder sometime
wht went wrng
Knwin D lUv that we gave!s not a waste
I kw we will say that it was worth D pain
N still I wonder how it all became lYk Dis
As if drawn by unseen force...

Without you

2008-05-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

Only thing that hurts

Is I can’t be with you

Even if I try

It seems to be less

Only weakness in me

Is I can’t be without you

Even if u say, “I don’t miss you”

It seems u never mean it

So if I can be what want me to be

Can we have another chance?

Without you here

It seems to be empty

What we had

Was more then true

And I promise

Will not be letting it go

This cant be the end

Caz everything you said

Is what I live in

Without you in here

It seems to be empty

If you are tired

I promise Ill take you in ma arms

Wont let you fall

Even if you don’t say

I can hear you love me still

Like yesterday

The thing I can’t get

Why you running away

Do you really wanna leave this way

Even if I try

Baby I cant give up on you

Without you in here

It seems to be empty

2008-05-09T01:57:00.001-07:00

its 9:30 n i wait
..2let lights go off..
on your window
..i hit stones..
ma heart beats faster
as dis feelin goes stronger
im srry caz i woke u up so late
but i cant resit the distance anymore..
run away tonight with me..
n make this night forever..

let all people know..
n if they cant handle
they can nvr get wht we feel..
but i can feel it
..in ever corner of ma hrt!!
heaven it feels
to be with you by ma side..
in ma dreams u visit me..
runaway with me tonight...
n make this night forever..

im your lover n ur ma love
word ain't enough
to knw how much u mean
ur the angel ur ma the only one
im the answer to ur every question
so runaway with me tonight
n make it today n forever..

2008-05-09T01:43:00.000-07:00

I carry your heart with me.
I carry it in my heart.
I am never without it.
Anywhere I go, you go, my dear.
And whatever is done by only me...
is your doing, my darling.
I fear no fate... for you are my fate,
my sweet.
I want no world, for, beautiful...
you are my world, my true.
Here is the deepest secret no one knows.
Here is the root of the root...
and the bud of the bud...
and the sky of the sky
of a tree called life...
which grows higher than the soul can hope...
or mind can hide.
It is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.
I carry your heart.
I carry it in my heart.

I LOVE YOU
sSSsSsSSsSssSsSSsSSsSSSOooOoOoOooOoOooOoOOOOooo mMmMmMmMUuUUuUuUUUCcCcCCcChHhHhHhh....
swtuuu...

2008-05-09T01:36:00.000-07:00

" looking out of ma window

cool swt dark nite
sky is full of stars
something in ma head maybe not alrite
how many time dreams run dry
life become scary
love ones run away
don't know
but im stayin
holdin on to another though
stars still shinin in this cold nite.
so celebrate ma stars
imagin me n' you.."

2008-03-19T11:53:00.000-07:00

everytime i think of you
always wanna look at you
i would cross the thousand miles
to be with you
its kinda crazy
its the way i feel for you
all i want is you
so baby let me hold you
hold you tietttttttt forever
make u mine now n forever

i don't know what im smilein for
i cant say why i need you so
and its hard to get you out of my mind

you're the spell on ma heart
you're the pray i make everyday
everything i do just for you

jealous word i cant define
but i know you only mine
Caz no one can love u the way i do
n' i promise ma love just for you

do u know what it means to fly
when it feels like heaven on your side
everything is so good
air smell so sweet
don't know what it means
don't know why i feel this way
can u help ma heart
Caz now its just for you
screaming i love you....

i wanna live for you

2008-03-19T11:37:00.000-07:00

she's the sweetest gal
she's the one ,
i think of all the time...
always wanna look at her
always wanna hear her
i would cross the thousand miles
to be with her
its kinda crazy
its the way i feel for her
she's all i want
she's d one im living for
hold her tietttttttt forever
make her mine
now n forever n ever ............

Everytime

2008-03-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

everytime i hear you voice
everytime i can feel you near
everytime you say "i loveee u"
you take ma breath away
i feel u clozer to ma heartbeat
if i can tell u one thing true
i dont wanna let this moment go
just wanna be with u now n forever

now when you are near me
everytime its heaven beside me
everytime i think about you
i just wanna hold you
if i can tell u one thing im so scared of
i dnt wanna runaway from this feeling
just wanna be this way now n forever

everytime i pray
just wanna make this forever
everytime it seems like a dream
and they might not believe
but this love is true baby

everytime i want you to know
Where ever you are
i gonna love you to ma last breath
you are ma star in the dark..
everytime
you make me happy
you are the best i have
you are all i need
just wanna be all u want

everytime when i hear you breathing so fast
everytime i go crazy
wanna hold you tight
wanna last this moment forever
just wanna swear ma love for you ma baby

2008-02-09T20:49:00.000-08:00

I break down in tears
I won't walk away
Someone tell me
why you had to pay
It's so unfair this can't be the end
You were everything to me, my best friend

I stand next to where you are laid
I'm with you as you start to fade
I lean over and touch your cheek
So much I wish for you to speak

Please come back don't go like that
I glance over to where we were sat
So many good times we had right there
We really were the perfect pair

All the bad times we went through too
You were there for me as I was for you
Memories are better than nothing at all
But I want you with me in case I fall

Please don't say I have to be alone
Everyday I promise I'll visit your stone
Just make sure you'll remember me
The Inseparable two we'll always be

(this is dedicated to ma angel, ma Ashley.. happy valentines and happy birthday.. i wish u could hear me saying " Angel i miss you.. " )

2008-02-08T08:17:00.000-08:00

Here in ma silence

no one can listen

May be i can sleep inside this cold
May be i got nothin to hold
Sitting in this silence
I don't wanna fall asleep
I dream
missing u im so scared
what m i losing
In this silence im singing
feeling so empty
May im pretending someone else
No im not afraid of silence
No im not lone
Forgive these broken lines
Forgive wrong i have done
Keep me in your memories
Cant figure out whats wrong with me......

May be its just silence

Just silence
Feeling so empty
Caz without you
there's less to say
In the music of silent air
the words make me sad
When i woke up of ma dream
i can feel you
You don't wanna stay
caz now my every word hurtssss..
So i ll wait in ma silence
When the time comes to me

will give all the answers
here in ma silence
May be you'll come back to save me
Here in ma silence

@ |\/| y C|-|E|\/|IC/\L RomA|\|Ce !!!!

2007-12-23T23:37:00.000-08:00

Looking in your eyes...
looking at your photographs
as times goes!!!
Smiling faces,
speaking thousand lies!!!
when i thought to myself,
ain't missing you much!!!
Still ..
when I'm here without you,
Thinking about you lately!!!!
Altime....
and
maybe this is wrong
when i feel this way for you!!!
This feeling not gonna do any good;
but i dint thought of the right thing this time
all i know i need to hear you
i guess i need you !!!
huh!!
i think about you
i m here without you
now...
Hearing you sweetly,
I think I'm happy!!!
I think m feeling better!!!
Smiled silently,
perfect memories,
things you say,
anything you say
sounds sweet!!!
thinking to myself!!!
When I'm here without you..
in the end of the day,
thinking about you baby
i can still
hear you sweetly!!
Thoughts swimming in ma head slowly;
we are still together..
i guess for me this is enough,
you are still there!!!
i guess you need me too...
the way i always do!!!!
n
thats enough for me this time;
you still remember me!!
n
i can get away with this tonight!!!
n thats...
@ my chemical romance!!!!!
:)

Miss you baby !!!

2007-12-23T03:43:00.001-08:00

looking at the sky
moon was so bright
clozed ma eyes
wished
wished only if you could be here
wished only if i could b her
baby wished to b with you there
caz i miss you
i miss you
more n more
each day

so now here
under this bright sky
feeling so lonely n clozed
remembering messages
you sended when first we met
thinking of the
remembrance day
i m not really happy
even cant show the smiling smiley
caz baby
missing you feels so bad
cant let go
i did ma best
i don't understand
i cloze ma eyes
i see you
its easy to say i love you
but
why its so hard to miss you
even
when you never said
those words to me
baby
why i feel you miss me too

in ma dreams you're ma angel
i cloze ma eyes n i see you
so hold me
be with me
caz
i miss you baby!!!

when i think about you !!!!!!!!!

2007-11-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

what is life all about??????
is it only what you dream
and
what you get

what love is ???????
a connection b\w two people
understanding of feelings
or just attraction

people have funny things swimming inside there head.
about
friendship
n
relations
n
commitment

you can be happy to have someone to love
to have someone to look into your eyes
n
say
" i love you"
one who keeps the promises
but
why then we regret in love
what we lose when the gal we love
say i never loved you
and
then your heart screams
why do i love you
you cant breath
when they don't understand
all you need is there presence in your life
that life without them seems so fake
so worthless
you keep crying
in your lone
waiting for them to understand
n
they never hear

ma love for her was blind
N
i could make her see that

right now while writing this page
each piece of ma heart is crying
to remember the moment when she said
" you hurted me "
every time i try to move on
i get stuck with her words '

and
i know i cant imagine ma life without her
so i just stand
beside her
still loving her
to hold her when she needs me

Lost Love.....

Keep moving is ma art

STAR

\m/ Another sip of water \m/

you are gone now

AnOtHeR dAy

!!!mid nite head break!!!! :O

gal i dont know why..... :|

dedicated to a dear ma dear ...

No Regrets,,,,

Without you

******Everytime******

@ |\/| y C|-|E|\/|IC/\L RomA|\|Ce !!!!

Miss you baby !!!

when i think about you !!!!!!!!!

Everytime